I've lived in Tucson for about 7 years now,
And I feel that Tucson is home.
When I first moved here,
It was difficult.
Every time I wanted to go to a certain store,
I saw a road map in my head
I knew exactly how to get there
In Bakersfield.
When I wanted a certain book,
I knew exactly which bookcase held it
In Bakersfield.
Bakersfield restaurants,
Bakersfield friends,
Bakersfield memories ruled my mind,
Bakersfield was home,
And Tucson was uncharted territory.
As the years passed,
I found something strange happening.
Whenever I was in Bakersfield,
My road map was for Tucson,
But whenever I came home to Tucson,
My road map was for Bakersfield.
Bakersfield was home,
But so was Tucson.
The last time I came to Bakersfield
I was surprised.
I had no road map!
I couldn't remember how to get to favorite places,
And needed to stop and think about where things were.
Everything was changing around me.
Bakersfield was changing
And so was I.
Today, I have come to realize
That Bakersfield is no longer home.
Bakersfield is where I'm from,
And Tucson is home.
And I'm glad.
Not that I left Bakersfield,
But that I found Tucson.
There is much that I love in Bakersfield--
Friends, family, memories--
But Tucson is home.
As we walk down our road, from time to time we notice pebbles along our way. Sometimes they're nothing more than pretty little stones, but other times they are there to remind us of battles we have fought, demons we have conquered, or even times that we've lost and learned valuable lessons in the losing. We can choose to leave the pebbles where they are and forget, or we can pick up the pebbles and turn them into markers--reminders of our journey and the lessons learned.
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Monday, February 11, 2013
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